Wishing you a happy, healthy, interesting 2011!
And may the journey be rewarding.
31 December 2010
14 December 2010
Keeping Friends Close and Enemies Closer
Sun Tzu, a Chinese general and strategist from long ago, suggested we keep our friends close and our enemies closer. From a strategic perspective, of course you want to know every move your enemies make.
Here's another perspective. Both our friends and our enemies are on our minds a lot: we wonder what they're doing, have imaginary conversations (or battles) with them, wonder how they would like this or react to that. This tells us about ourselves, too: how we think of them, how that reflects on how we think of ourselves, what's important to us.
Who our friends and enemies are also shows us what parts of ourselves we are friendly or inimical toward. For example, a close friend of mine has some qualities that I find very irritating (the reverse is true, too) - directiveness (or, perhaps, bossiness). The truth of the matter, when I look at myself, is that I have a strong aversion to being bossy myself. It's part of my possible self that I don't know very well because I have consistently shoved it into a closet - a closet without a light, and with a pretty strong latch on the outside.
If friends can show us those parts of ourselves that we don't really want to look at or challenge, imagine what our enemies could do for us if we kept them close enough!
Here's another perspective. Both our friends and our enemies are on our minds a lot: we wonder what they're doing, have imaginary conversations (or battles) with them, wonder how they would like this or react to that. This tells us about ourselves, too: how we think of them, how that reflects on how we think of ourselves, what's important to us.
Who our friends and enemies are also shows us what parts of ourselves we are friendly or inimical toward. For example, a close friend of mine has some qualities that I find very irritating (the reverse is true, too) - directiveness (or, perhaps, bossiness). The truth of the matter, when I look at myself, is that I have a strong aversion to being bossy myself. It's part of my possible self that I don't know very well because I have consistently shoved it into a closet - a closet without a light, and with a pretty strong latch on the outside.
If friends can show us those parts of ourselves that we don't really want to look at or challenge, imagine what our enemies could do for us if we kept them close enough!
11 December 2010
Heart's Desire
There's a teaching on the Sweet Medicine SunDance Path called the Staffs of Power. These are not physical objects, but types of maturity related to our aspects (emotional, physical, mental, spiritual, soul force). The very first one, the one upon which all the others are dependent, is related to our heart's desire - developing the ability to assume authority for it.
Sounds simple, doesn't it?
And yet, how many of us are actually good at it? I know I'm not. Perhaps I'm better than I used to be - almost certainly I'm better than I used to be. But all kinds of things interfere with even knowing my heart's desire, much less assuming authority for it.
In fact, sometimes I don't think I really even know what "heart's desire" means. Does it mean the thing I think will bring me happiness? Something that I long for? Something that will satisfy me in some way? Something that will bring pleasure? A relationship, perhaps? (A Google search on "heart's desire" turns up a bridal shop, cross stitch shop, gift shop, among other things.)
And there are so many aspects to desire - so many facets, different types and intensities, different directions of desire, which sometimes reinforce each other but often work against each other.
But maybe awareness of that tension is part of really knowing and assuming authority for my heart's desire. As I've imagined it, this "assuming authority" thing would involve being aware of and responsible for what I truly desire - whether it is something I choose to act on or not.
As 2010 draws to a close, I'm looking back and reflecting. It has been a year filled with changes and challenges. Some patterns I thought I had left behind me - this year especially related to work and food - have reappeared; at the same time, they have also shown me some new things about myself - for example, why I have developed such expertise at keeping people in my acquaintance circle rather than my friend circle. And how habit combined with allowing pressure from others to guide my priorities keeps me quite distant from my own heart's desires.
Sounds simple, doesn't it?
And yet, how many of us are actually good at it? I know I'm not. Perhaps I'm better than I used to be - almost certainly I'm better than I used to be. But all kinds of things interfere with even knowing my heart's desire, much less assuming authority for it.
In fact, sometimes I don't think I really even know what "heart's desire" means. Does it mean the thing I think will bring me happiness? Something that I long for? Something that will satisfy me in some way? Something that will bring pleasure? A relationship, perhaps? (A Google search on "heart's desire" turns up a bridal shop, cross stitch shop, gift shop, among other things.)
And there are so many aspects to desire - so many facets, different types and intensities, different directions of desire, which sometimes reinforce each other but often work against each other.
But maybe awareness of that tension is part of really knowing and assuming authority for my heart's desire. As I've imagined it, this "assuming authority" thing would involve being aware of and responsible for what I truly desire - whether it is something I choose to act on or not.
As 2010 draws to a close, I'm looking back and reflecting. It has been a year filled with changes and challenges. Some patterns I thought I had left behind me - this year especially related to work and food - have reappeared; at the same time, they have also shown me some new things about myself - for example, why I have developed such expertise at keeping people in my acquaintance circle rather than my friend circle. And how habit combined with allowing pressure from others to guide my priorities keeps me quite distant from my own heart's desires.
10 December 2010
Dreaming in this reality
Have you ever found yourself in a situation where something needed to happen very quickly, and for that to come to pass, a bunch of other things needed to come together? And suddenly, as though someone had prepared the way for you, everything you needed to happen just happened, almost magically? People you needed to talk to suddenly appeared or called you, events were cancelled leaving you with time to care for other pieces, and so on?
This happened to me recently. It was a remarkable experience - so remarkable, in fact, that I remarked upon it to a mentor in the situation. She said, essentially, it happened that way because you dreamed it into being that way.
That is a stretch for me. And yet, it is certainly within the milieu of spiritual and personal growth, and/or pop culture (see, for example, Sweet Medicine SunDance Path Course of Study The Art of Dreaming, or Carlos Castaneda's The Art of Dreaming, or Harvey Mackay's Control Your Reality in Dreams).
I've experienced other instances of this, being at the right place at the right time for something perfect to happen. And in previous years I would probably have said, simply, sweet coincidence! Now I'm not so sure. I have a sense that there is some kind of interconnection between all things, which makes it possible either for me to know (at some still subconscious level) how to put myself in those situations, or for me to influence movements so that the situations are possible.
What do you think? Have you experienced this? Think the idea is ridiculous?
This happened to me recently. It was a remarkable experience - so remarkable, in fact, that I remarked upon it to a mentor in the situation. She said, essentially, it happened that way because you dreamed it into being that way.
That is a stretch for me. And yet, it is certainly within the milieu of spiritual and personal growth, and/or pop culture (see, for example, Sweet Medicine SunDance Path Course of Study The Art of Dreaming, or Carlos Castaneda's The Art of Dreaming, or Harvey Mackay's Control Your Reality in Dreams).
I've experienced other instances of this, being at the right place at the right time for something perfect to happen. And in previous years I would probably have said, simply, sweet coincidence! Now I'm not so sure. I have a sense that there is some kind of interconnection between all things, which makes it possible either for me to know (at some still subconscious level) how to put myself in those situations, or for me to influence movements so that the situations are possible.
What do you think? Have you experienced this? Think the idea is ridiculous?
06 December 2010
The Road Trip of Life
I came across a blog entry from Christopher Penn using a road trip analogy to illustrate the differences between vision, strategy and tactics, and, loving road trips but also knowing how they can sometimes go wrong, it provoked me into thinking about life.
Briefly, here is the analogy:
A strategic plan is like a battle plan: you are putting together the best plan you know how to make in order to maximize your chances for victory. With a battle plan, it may be life and death; with a strategic plan, it's usually not quite so dire, but definitely can be success or failure for your endeavor. So, how best to approach it? As a warrior!
Or, in this case, as a road warrior.
Starting from the bottom with tactics: when you're on a road trip and you run into a detour, what happens? You go out of your way, first of all, adding time and miles - energy expenditure. Second, you may get lost. Third, you may get distracted by what you find on your detour, spending more time than you intended. Fourth, you may get so very distracted by the entrancing things on your detour that you completely lose sight of your original destination and purpose, and either get completely lost or just decide to stay there.
Not all of these are bad outcomes. Sometimes, you have created your particular strategy (where you're going) or even vision (why you're going) from a place of ignorance: you simply didn't know a better reason or place existed. Well, now your detour has shown you that it does. Are you going to stick to your original plan even though you now know something much better, more effective exists? A good warrior will not.
On the other hand, it is also completely possible to become so immersed in details - follow this detour sign, then that, turn left here and left again then right, now where the heck are we? - that you lose sight of the bigger picture - the ultimate destination. You get lost, end up going in the opposite direction from your desired destination. This is astonishingly easy to do in life. In the satisfying of the moment-to-moment wants, or needs, or apparent needs, one can begin to make decisions which are not guided by the larger strategy and do not actually lead one to the desired destination - though they may make us momentarily more comfortable or happy or less distressed.
As I look at the times (and there are plenty) when I've gotten off track, they can certainly be characterized in this way: lost sight of the destination, started making decisions based on the wrong priorities.
- vision = knowing why you're going
- strategy = knowing where you're going (that is, the destination)
- tactics = having the map which shows ways to get from here to there
A strategic plan is like a battle plan: you are putting together the best plan you know how to make in order to maximize your chances for victory. With a battle plan, it may be life and death; with a strategic plan, it's usually not quite so dire, but definitely can be success or failure for your endeavor. So, how best to approach it? As a warrior!
Or, in this case, as a road warrior.
Starting from the bottom with tactics: when you're on a road trip and you run into a detour, what happens? You go out of your way, first of all, adding time and miles - energy expenditure. Second, you may get lost. Third, you may get distracted by what you find on your detour, spending more time than you intended. Fourth, you may get so very distracted by the entrancing things on your detour that you completely lose sight of your original destination and purpose, and either get completely lost or just decide to stay there.
Not all of these are bad outcomes. Sometimes, you have created your particular strategy (where you're going) or even vision (why you're going) from a place of ignorance: you simply didn't know a better reason or place existed. Well, now your detour has shown you that it does. Are you going to stick to your original plan even though you now know something much better, more effective exists? A good warrior will not.
On the other hand, it is also completely possible to become so immersed in details - follow this detour sign, then that, turn left here and left again then right, now where the heck are we? - that you lose sight of the bigger picture - the ultimate destination. You get lost, end up going in the opposite direction from your desired destination. This is astonishingly easy to do in life. In the satisfying of the moment-to-moment wants, or needs, or apparent needs, one can begin to make decisions which are not guided by the larger strategy and do not actually lead one to the desired destination - though they may make us momentarily more comfortable or happy or less distressed.
As I look at the times (and there are plenty) when I've gotten off track, they can certainly be characterized in this way: lost sight of the destination, started making decisions based on the wrong priorities.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)